For starters let's take you all the way back to the Mountaintop. I was still in high school, it was a weekend afternoon, I was in the kitchen dining room. Mom was puttering about making the family meal, when this event occurred for the first time that I can recall. It was brief, I wasn't entirely sure that it had happened until I mulled it over later.
Like I said I was sitting at the kitchen table reading something, Mom had the refrigerator door open, her head buried in there looking for something and for the briefest of moments I was going to ask her something but quickly decided against it. I distinctly recall thinking 'Mom?' But again I never actually vocalized it. And a moment later Mom popped her head out of the refrigerator and asked me, 'Que quieres, mijo?' What do you want, son?
"No, nada, no dije nada." 'No, nothing, I didn't say anything.' She paused for a second with a look of doubt but quickly went back to making lunch. I thought about it later and I was positive I hadn't actually called out to her, I just thought it and quickly changed my mind. That was as much thought I put into it at the time. But it happened again a few weeks later. Similar condition where she was in the kitchen and this time I was in my sister's room, which was right next to the kitchen. Her second bedroom door opened right into the kitchen, the door was open and I was in her room doing something, messing with her TV, I think and again, quickly was going to ask her something but changed my mind before I said anything. But once again, she 'heard' me and responded. This can't be a coincidence that I was thinking about asking her something and she happened to reply in that moment.
It's happened quite often in the years since actually. It happened a LOT when I lived at the Bed & Breakfast with my ex when I was going to ask her something but didn't. And she replied anyway.
Here's the part where some of you might start thinking about calling bullshit on this. And I wouldn't blame you. Except I've been doing it purposely more and more often. I can project my thoughts. Not always and not everyone is receptive to it but it has happened, and I've been practicing. It's also one of those things I hadn't ever talked about before because either you think I'm crazy thinking I can do that or you immediately become suspicious thinking I may have done it to you. Honest truth? I might have. I practice it and obviously the receiver has to be either willing and open, in tune with me. Hence why my mom or girlfriend were open to reception. Or sometimes entirely distracted that allows me a foot in the door, so to speak.
The only time I've ever openly admitted this to someone else before was a girl I had met on a dating site. When I told her about it, she admitted that she felt a chill down her spine at the time. That wasn't me. But when we met up for our first date a few nights later, I may have suggested things progress more than she intended. Because she admitted that she let things go further than she meant to that first night. Then again, she invited me back over the next night with the intention that she wasn't going to let me leave until dawn. That, I didn't suggest and stayed the night anyway.
So... With all this out in the open, odds are some of you are starting to wonder if I've done anything to you, if it were possible. Let me be totally upfront about it... I might have.
Ladies, there MAY have been a moment where I happened to cross your mind at the most random time and you started imagining the two of us getting... Involved. That may have been me thinking it, projecting it. Conversely, if you've had these thoughts about me and it WASN'T me, then that's all you and your dirty mind. Why haven't you called me? 😉🤣
And to take things to an even more unbelievable level, remember I mentioned my ability of clairalience? There's been a handful of times, especially late last year, early this year when one (or more) of you may have been thinking about me and taking care of business. Yes, I could pick up that scent from wherever you might have been.
Now with all this out in the open, there may be a few of you blushing, some of you may even be pissed that I may have put those thoughts in your head, if it was me. And no doubt, a few of you are still thinking, 'bullshit!' You have to admit though, for a guy who's never actually done anything, I've been accused of a lot of stuff. Wonder why that is? 🤔
Only one way to find out though. Ask me. I'll be right upfront about it. If I did, I'll admit it to you. BUT realize that if I tell you I didn't, you're going to have to own up to the fact that you were thinking of me as more than... whatever we may be right now.
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